Kait Quinn (she/her) enjoys repetition, coffee shops, tattoos, and vegan breakfast foods. Her work has appeared in Reed Magazine, Olney Magazine, Watershed Review, and elsewhere. She lives in Minneapolis with her partner, their regal cat, and their very polite Aussie mix. Find her at kaitquinn.com.

AMAS VERITAS + MORE

march 11, 2024

dedication:

"Amas Veritas" is dedicated to my partner of 12 years, written as if I'd conjured him as a child like Sally Owens in Practical Magic.

"Love Poem to the Parts of Myself I Can't Stand" is dedicated to me and every human self-love is the origin of our love for others. I've wasted so much time hating certain things about myself, so I wanted to write a piece where I turn those parts of me into things that I love.

"Want Like Cupid's Arrows" is dedicated to that toxic ex you know you shouldn't think about and definitely shouldn't reach out to, but your silly heart.

AMAS VERITAS

He will come find me when I've caught the wrong

bus on a Minnesotan January night.

He will whistle like a Disney sparrow.

He can impersonate Kermit the frog, but everyone else

is laced with McCartney.

He can teach the dog to rest its head on your palm—

hold out your hand, say face.

He will not always be nice,

but he will always be kind.

And his favorite animal will be an octopus.

And he'll have green eyes flecked with gold.

He will invent a hand-squeeze code—twice for yes,

once for no—when my tongue can't find the roof

of my mouth, caress the backs of my teeth.

He will send me photos of one-dollar books—I might like

to own and never read—at the Nicollet Goodwill.

He will make his righteous scrambled eggs for me at midnight.

He will be gentle with his scramble, the cat's post-op stitches,

the dog's nails.

And his name will mean "free."

And his humor a mudslide.

And his pupils will greet every dawn like a newborn Neptunian.

He will not be mine forever;

we will love each other anyway.

after Sally Owens in Practical Magic

I want the mockingbird throat you only spread

for shower walls. Your voice sounds Swiftian

tonight. Your pianic falsetto. Your strained violin

strings worth the days you hit the tenor in

"Carolina." I want to know what poem your tongue

is tonguing. Can't keep that mouth still. Imagine

every twitch a metaphor for all the ink-sac,

hand-grenade, belly-of-the-whale parts of you working

their way to every surface the only route

they know. I'll bring the basin, you bring the brine.

I'll be your voice box. You keep weaving

that head-in-the-oven, pummeled-mitral-valve,

hurricane ache into poetry. I want you, wallflower.

I want you, hungry siren. Your gaping, famished,

every-molar-is-a-poem, every-dust-mote-a-galaxy,

every-moss-carpeted-wood-is-a-witch's-realm pupils.

Cough up your butterflies. Blink out your oceans.

I want the widow's peak the stars gave you.

Your quiet. Gazelle stomach. Lepidopterarium chest

you never outgrew. Your flower face just

before it aprikola blooms.

LOVE POEM TO THE PARTS OF MYSELF I CAN’T STAND

Beneath the poetry, a wise

mind dances. Joy sits weary

in Phidian langour. Spring isn't

here yet, but something shifts

and squints through frosted panes.

I've shed enough summers in amber

exuviae to know when to open

windows or keep curtains

drawn. But your love is

an August sun

glistening like mirror ball shards

on bruisey eyelids; our history,

rose thorns I can't connect to the plasmic

pigments freckling my forearms. Ask me

for a list of unpopular opinions,

and I'll write you love me, du liebst mich, me

amas a thousand times, in every language.

I've outgrown you

in more ways than I can count,

but you kiss my winter belly aftersun

pink. I put my reasons to leave under

a microscope, and still my heart

shoots its want

like arrows toward you.

WANT LIKE CUPID’S ARROWS

Kait Quinn (she/her) enjoys repetition, coffee shops, tattoos, and vegan breakfast foods. Her work has appeared in Reed Magazine, Olney Magazine, Watershed Review, and elsewhere. She lives in Minneapolis with her partner, their regal cat, and their very polite Aussie mix. Find her at kaitquinn.com.